I dont know about you, but it seems like every time things seem to start to turn around for the good something else seems to sweep in and mess everything up!
Last night i went out with my boyfriend and had a great time! after i dropped him off at his house and while i was driving home i was talking to him on the phone!I mentioned somthing to him that i guess made him mad but as far as i was concerned he had no right to be mad at me! So i came home stressed about that... Then i walk in the door to my house and my mom starts yelling at me about everything that she could and using everything against me to make me feel lower than dirt! (moms u got to love them!) My son was hungry when we got home which was at like 11pm... but he had just eaten around 10pm so he shouldnt have been hungry! well my mom tried saying that i was a bad parent and all i think about is my self... while she was saying this i was thinking to my self that she had no room to talk since she is the one who always thinks about her self! All she ever did and still does is make her self happy and not care if it hurts other people in the process! i mean she stayed with a man who beat the living tar out of me for like 5 years and i told her i didnt like him and told her what the deal was! Personally i think that is really selfish!
she is driving me crazy because she wants to be the parent of my son! i want to raise him the way i want to raise him! after all i gave birth to him! i love the help but this is getting to be too much! i have to find a better job so i can move out and move on with my life u know! i just dont know how to tell her all of this with out sounding mean and like a snob! i am not at all either of those things but when it comes to my mom i have a lot of anger built up with her! i know being a single mom is hard! i am seeing that fist hand but there is a lot of things that she should have done differently that i am going to try to do!
i just dont get why this stuff happens when we are so stressed out already!